My Blog Life
Hi there, I am 22 years old and wanted to start my own blog to get my advocacy out to you all, as well as you all get to know me. When i was born i started without any problems but as i got older i started to pass out wherever i would go. My mom knew something was wrong with me than, so we went to the emergency room but they all said i was fine. I cautioned to pass out and go to the doctors many times within my first year. After about a year i got worst and worst, so my mom took things into her own hands and decided to look into special doctors to go see.
We finally found one and drove 4 hours away to San Francisco to see a specialize doctor. In the beginning he still didn't know what to do nor what was wrong. After some deep research of things we finally was able to get my diagnose of Bronchial Mulga a weak wall in my airways. I was in the ICU hospital for 6 months to get surgery, meet with doctors and make sure things went good. I was the first person ever to be diagnosed with Bronchial Mulga
Being just 2 years old and getting all this done i didn't remember a lot from it. Beside seeking out of my ICU room to go to the playroom and even sometimes outside"shhh" . I also remember most of the amazing nurse and doctors, I even still have some of them as a nurse or doctor. Also remember some of the stories I was told. One cool story was that i got to meet Wyoming judge, my mom didn't even know who it was until the doctors told her. Her son was in the same ICU as me, we all starred to bond and talk. I also remember my mom always being there for me though everything. she gave up her dream job, house and car just to be there for me. thanks to the Ronald McDonald house my family had somewhere to stay. My mom stayed there only a fews days cause she was with me 24/7. Also i remember my grandpa always there and bring me my french fries from Jonny, that was up 2 hills and even though he was 60 years old he did it cause he loved me. 8 years ago he passed away in his slept , he was the most amazing grandpa and man i ever knew.
After 6 months in the hospital my mom finally convinced them that she could do everything at home, lol she didn't really know anything. once we got home my mom asked my step father what she was doing, what she should do and i remember him saying you can either treat her like she has a disability or treat her like a normal kid. after 21 years i am glad my mom tough me like a normal kid, because without her i wouldn't be where i am today. Continue to read my blog to get to know more about me and my story
My Passion of Life
Well, with all the busyness going on right now many purple ask me why or how I do it all. Some nights I lay down and ask my self that same question, I then tell my self not for the money, not the fame, or wanting I want in life it to give back, to show others and inspire many. These last few months have been really taught and I honest feel like just throwing in the towel and going on vacation allot but then I say will that solve anything no. Many people don't know how much I hold my self to a high standard. I started a Job at Boys n Girls club in Magailia Ca, my passion is kids and I get to work all grades and levels, within 3 months I got promoted to front desk and it's that comes a lot more work, challenges and adventures. I managed all the intake of children and all the origination while having my on classroom of k-1 grade. I love it all but it can be the most challenging thing In life. Some days I get so frustrated but that comes with all the rewards as well. I also go to Chico State where I'm taking 15 units at, a-lot of my class are online which just means more homework, determination and time management is a need for that and some nights I'm more tired then a dog.
In all the mix of school and work I also compete in pageants. Many people who or when do I have time for my self or time to relax. I don't but at the same time I ask my self what I would do with that time. I would rather be busy then thinking and realizing in not doing what I want to do in life. Yes, there some days I would just want to come home and sleep all the next day, yes there so nights I come home and so tired I fall asleep on my laptop doing homework. Yes, there some nights I would rather watch the bachelor than do homework. But would it all be worth it if I just relax, did nothing and didn't challenge myself. Nope it wouldn't be the same thing, it would not be me. It would be someone I would not want to be. I would rather be out inspiring or helping others then one in my bed watching the Bachelor.
Life for sure has it ups too, they're not all bad. I get to work at a job I love, with people I can count on and be challenged with. I get to almost be finished with my education to be a 2nd grad teacher with 2 minors whom can say the, especially in my family. Yes, my mom and older sister went to online college but going to a college and getting a bachelors degree with 2. Minors ill be the first too. I get to be on the stage where I love being as I compete for the next title. I get to show and inspire others with everyday I do. If I get to inspire just 1 kid a year that makes all my hard work worth it all.